KECEWA

Aku menanam benih yang buruk,
mereka membuangnya.
Aku berusaha menanam benih yang baik,
tetapi mereka menginjaknya.
Setiap orang mendinginkan otakku,
namun tak seorangpun mampu mendinginkan hatiku.
Sahabatku mendorongku ketika aku berdiri,
dan kucingku menginjakku ketika aku jatuh.
telah kucoba menunjukkan wajahku pada dunia,
namun seseorang menghadiahkan topeng untukku

Mengapa?
Banyak cahaya yang menyilaukan mataku
namun hanya sedikit cahaya yang menembus hatiku
Tetapi jangan khawatir,
aku masih bisa melihat kalian...
kalian yang ada dalam hidupku,
menemani mengikisnya jiwaku,
seiring berjalannya waktu.

My Father’s Reunion

My Father’s Reunion

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his story was about Undip graduated 1984’s silver reunion. There were 66 students from Aceh to Jayapura and 2 Deans came to this reunion with their own families. It held on September 26^th, 2009 until September 27^th, 2009 in Patra Jasa Hotel, Semarang.

My father, I and my sister inside of the lobby hotel. My father came first because he was one of members committee. Certainly, the other committees were in the villa No. 654. So, we went over there soon. At there, we helped the other committees to prepare it well. We stayed for one hour. And then, we came back into lobby hotel. We gahtered in Rama Shinta room for opening. My family came first because we helped the others for taking photoes. They looked funny with Rama and Shinta’s costumes. There was keroncong music which played the musicians itself and my old brother to welcome us. In there, I played guitar too even it was 1 song.

Then, we went to our bedroom at 4 p.m. Beside that, my father and other committees bought something for doorprizes and presents. I, my sister, and my brothers enjoyed our bedroom. My sister watched TV “V”. My younger and older brothers made some jokes together on the bed. I felt tire. So, I wanted to take a bath with hot water. After that, my mother was in Rama Shinta room for taking care and giving thank to the musicians. Finally, my father came along with us at 7 o’clock and prepared the dinner.

At 7.30 p.m we met in Rama Shinta room again for having dinner. In there, I saw a lot of doctors. They looked so smart and funny when they talked with their old friends. I met their children too. As usual, I saw many beautiful girls, unfortunately there was least of handsome boys. And then, I saw my old friend, named Gilbert. I was lucky, because he bought some comics and I borrowed it. When the doctors took photoes together, we and other doctor’s families had dinner. After that, the programs were in 11 p.m, but I and my sister came into our room because we wanted to watch TV. Beside that, my old and younger brother were enjoy their camera. Finally, at 11.30 p.m, we slept well.

At 5 o’clock in the morning, I woke up first. Then, I tried awake my mother and she was awake my father. Actually, all of us had jogging agenda at 6 o’clock. But, I, my mother, my sister,and my brothers were not in it. And then, at 6.30 a.m, we prepared to have breakfast together in Rama Shinta room. As usual, we served with buffet, after we gave our I.D Card. I didn’t meet my father’s friends only but I talked with them too. My brother was fond of taking photoes and himself around the hotel.

After that, we prepared to go home. My brother, my sister and I took all of the stuffs to bring in our car. Then, we came back to lobby for seeing our parents. Actually, my father got 2 bags, the one was meals for having lunch and the other one was souvenirs such as a pen, some notes, books, and 2 T-shirts. My brothers went to recepsionist for check out. I and my sister took photoes with 4 nice female great students, before we went home. They were so kind, frienly, and beautiful too. Finally, we went to our home.

This reunion was new experience for us. Especially for my father. It made them communicate each other. This reunion made all of my father’s friends who lived in other regions can meet and greet again. They were in SEMARANG.

Embarassing Moment

Celebrating The Independence Day 10 months ago, I, my sister, and my other 2 friends had wonderful plan for dancing perfomance. The music it self was “Survivor” from Dong Bang Shin Ki. We practised it for 2 weeks. We did it seriously, even we were not in harmony yet. We were hope in best performance and promoted DBSK in once. (hihihi ^_^)

The day came on us. It began at 7 pm. We were totally ready. Formerly we prepared our black clothes for costuming. My aunty dressed us up enthusiastic. Finally, the time was ready for us. We presented the dance after Gambyong. Actually, it was on stage. We had mentally ready by praying before and after it. But it was rain and got harder than before.

We were in huge disappointed, especially my aunty, she came from Jakarta. Finally, the disgraceful moment came on us. My aunty pushed us to keep performing on the street because the stage was removal. Remembering this!, our onlookers were dish washers. At that time, we were not inshame anyway, but it effected us later. The things are disturbing me such as:

• First: Fortunately, we knew the camera was on, I belived that the adults tried hard to get us on the camera.
• Second: Eventhough, she is my dearest aunt, once in while she is resentful lady.

~Domsavku, Musikku~

Susunan not balok
Mengalun dalam iramaku
terbang dalam anganku
melewati alam khayalku

Diawali dengan nada Do
nada di mana aku melangkah
nada saat aku beranjak dari nol
nada yang mengawali melodi hidupku
dan, suatu nada....
untuk membangun fondasi
bagi cita-citaku, akhir lagu kehidupanku

Aku bangga pada SMP DOMSAV
karena DOMSAV adalah nada Do bagiku
rangkaian peristiwa, rangkaian pelanggaran, rangkaian kehidupan,
tersusun indah dalam album musikku

Tak takut aku untuk melihat
masa depanku di SMP ini
biarlah mengalun menjadi
Harmoni hidupku

Salahku

Hidup dalam permainan kartu
Terombang-ambing dalam putaran
Benar atau salah
Salah ku tempuh, jatuh ku rapuh

Pertanyaan dalam kehampaan
Mengapa kuterjatuh ke dalam
Desah bisikan menyapa
Hanya duri dalam hati yang subur berakar
Kegagalanku, hanya sesal.....

Warna,Harmoni, dan Melodi

Berjalan dengan senyuman,
Polesan tinta penuh keceriaan,
Menanam benih permainan,
Menikmati keindahan dari kehidupan,
WARNA.....

Memandang dengan tarian,
Menyentuh dengan kemerduan,
Melangkah dengan kepastian,
Detik-detik jam yang berharga,
dengan bisikan di kepala,

HARMONI.....

Tangga-tangga untuk dentuman,
Desahan menyanyi serta menari,
Alunan cinta merambat menangkap bayang,

Kedipan mata penuh arti,

MELODI.....